I'm never happier as when the holidays are finally over and done with. I feel like an entire butt load of stress and bullshit just falls off a cliff from my back. No more family junk, no more shopping stress, no deadlines...just normal life.
Normal life is kind of crazy anyway though. I now have to schedule dentist appointments (yuck!), school things, and re-evaluate my living situation as well as buy a new(er) car. A lot of this stuff has to wait till my school loans come through though since I did miss a lot of work by visiting family for Christmas. Just one of life's reality checks.
Lately I've been trying to figure out a way to get my real job started. I feel like I have TONS to do and that it'll take years to get where I want. Which is kind of sad because I want to be able to have income between now and then so I can at least get myself stabilized after school is done. I'm not sure though. I feel like I need more spending money for sewing projects and things because I feel like I'm losing touch. I really need to get myself out there and market myself, but I'm so distracted with surviving and getting through school that I don't really have much time to enjoy going out and doing all that. Just sucks.
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